Day 4

Wowow TGIF everybody!

Sprinting towards the weekend excitedly lol.

Ok langsung aja.

Hampir semua orang bilang kerjaan gw enak.

Boss gw baek, kantor gw deket banget sm rumah, bisa bangun siang, pulang teng, muka ga pernah kusut, colleagues udah macam temen kuliah.

I never had any other permanent job before, so I couldn't really compare.

But still I must admit that this office has been my second home.

Not in a sarcastic 'ooh, second home, I went home when the sun just rise' kind of way.

Definitely not a 'war-zone' as some may called their offices.

Tapi yang namanya masalah itu tetepan sih ya. LOL.

I may have mentioned earlier that some of my projects come with an assistant to help out on site.

Usually those big big one.

To have a good, dependable, and competent assistant is like having a little angel helping you.

LOL exaggerating much.

Tapi beneran deh. I am blessed to have 1 superduper competent assistant that's been helping me a lot for 2 yrs plus.

Barusan aja gw diconfirm kalo 1 of a good assistant of mine will stay until 11, which is next week only.

Pas dia kasih resignation letter, I thought it will be a normal 1 month notice which is sampe end of June.

Well, gw mayan sedih lah itu. Orang belom sampe setaun.

Udah gw nurture dari yang ga tau apa2 sampe skrg udah bagus gitu reportnya.

So I thought, ok lah.. At least I still have a couple of week should to teach the replacement if she's inexperienced.

But apparently, my assistant must cabut earlier, 11 June itu.

I'm like.. Oh no.

Soalnya replacement itu bahkan baru apply work pass hari ini......

Ok lah to be honest perut gw rada kerucukan pas denger berita ini (belom lunch).

Tp somehow gw kok ga terlalu panik ya.

Then I was reminded of this 1 verse posted on The Royals today :

“Give your entire attention to what God is doing right now, and don’t get worked up about what may or may not happen tomorrow. God will help you deal with whatever hard things come up when the time comes."

Matthew 6:34 MSG

See. Gw udah baca ni ayat dari kemarin kan.

Tapi kok baru 'ngena'nya sekarang. Rada slow gini si gw....

Well I'm not trying to boast or over-analyzed myself..

But I believe that I didn't really Panicking with a capital P, because I'm focusing on what He's doing right now.

There were too many times on the past where I 'got worked up about what may or may not happen tomorrow'.

...and honestly gw capek sendiri mikirin ini bakal gini or gitu.

At the end, gw cuman wasting my energy, wasting RAM otak gw, wasting time yang harusnya bisa buat tidur enak, bahkan sampe ga bisa makan.

Ga deh, gw selalu bisa makan lolol. Cuman mungkin agak hambar gitu ya hmm.

Anyway, if this life is all by His grace, then by His grace alone I will be enabled to deal with whatever hard things I'm supposed to deal with.

Besides, if the hardest part has been won on His cross, persoalan gw sih bagaikan setetes air di samudra. Kecil banget buat Tuhan.

So my point is, don't think too much (..again) about the 'how if' and 'could be', because He will be there crossing the bridge and help you get to the other side.. safely.

Rest assured, He is more than able.

Night night, awesome peeps!