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I'm rendered speechless by His AWESOMENESS . aaaawwwweeeessssssoooomeeeeee God! Gw ga tau mau  mulai dari mana, I might skip a story or two karena terlalu banyak yang pengen gw ceritain (salah sendiri ga mau spend time ngeblog dr kmrn). Anyway.. Peristiwa pertama adalah waktu gw lagi di rumah ciwiks. Santai2 di sofa sambil scrolling FB, gw liat foto si JM, Anes, dkk lagi ikutan Fuse retreat gitu. So sweet banget mereka light a lantern buat TLG SG, Scroll down lg. LAH?? Kok ada ini si Bocah satu. This is the person I've been praying about for many many many many many years, sampe anaknya menghilang, udah ga kontekan lagi.. lah dia muncul2 ikut FUSE! (for reference http://seraphinean.blogspot.sg/2015/12/curhat-4-best-christmas-pressie.html ) Bener2 gw SPEECHLESS men. Gila Tuhan ajaib! I mean AJAIB. Dari seorang anak yg kalo gw ngomong 'Tuhan' dia cuman roll eyes, lah bisa ikut cell group.... Hati gw berlimpah dengan syukur, which bring me to the next inciden

Yellow hellooo :) What a weekend! Banyak banget kejadian. Just wanna share a little bit yang baru aja gw alamin wkkwkwk. Click below for a background song. (Lagunya sweet banget btw ;'')) I've shared this in yesterday's FA. I think sebelomnya gw pernah mention kalo gw itu susah banget dalam memberi. Dan I understand that the main problem that I need to deal with is that I did not trust Him enough when it comes to financial matters. Like I wanna play 'boss' when it comes to what I have 'earned' when the truth is, I am just a steward and God is the master who trusted some of His stuff to be managed by me. Cut the story short, I have learned this the hard way. I've struggled a lot. Condemned whenever I disobeyed and felt that I have disappointed Him. But God is a faithful. Dia sabarrrr banget sama gw. Singkat cerita, there's a prompting in my heart (siapa lagi kl bukan Holy Spirit) yang membuat gw bisa bilang 'THAT'S IT. I

Yellow guys! Been a whileeee! Can't believe that Planetshakers conference was last week because so many things had happened lately! God is good. Like. REAL GOOD! I have readied myself for an inbox full of unread emails, at least one or two... hundreds. Haha! But before lunch, I kinda settled most of them already. A colleague told me, "You were so lucky. You've taken the best timing for a holiday. Nothing's happened in that 10 days." That's not luck. That's God. Anywayyy. I just wanna write a thing or two about the Melbourne trip. (Bentar. Click here biar seru pake soundtrack.) When I look back.. It's like seeing God's hands moved, and the puzzle pieces fell on the right place at the right time.  We had a chance to enjoy the first 4 days wandering around the city. Oh, all the amazing supper. Those markets. Glorious breakfast. Oh, the Coffees with capital C because they're so good! Man, I was spoiled! Hahah. Along the way, t

Yellow hello :) It's almost midnight, as usual, the only time of day when everything is kinda quite down and I could just sit down and write. Today I'm just superduper thankful for the family He's given me here in Singapore. My mom, dad, and Feb just came back to Indo today and I miss them already and how deep is His love for me that I got the next session of mentorship arranged just a few hours after they have left for the airport. Coincidence? Mehh.. It's God for sure. ANYWAY. Here's what I'm about to share. Ceritanya kan taun ini adalah 'The Year of TOTAL FREEDOM'. And really. Ini baru aja kaya mid of March, but there's a lot of things yg Tuhan ijinin terjadi, yang bikin gw menyadari there are things in my life that I gotta settle and make right before God. First of all, yang paling penting adalah to grasp the idea of 'Total Freedom' di dalam Tuhan. Karena our kind of freedom is 180 degree from His! Fre

I've heard a thousand stories of what they think You're like but I've heard the tender whisper of love in the dead of night and You tell me that You're pleased and that I'm never alone Yellow peopleeee! Today is a rare day! It's a sunny Sunday. I've run (or jog. or crawl. whatever) and I've got a few minutes left to blog in a midday instead of the middle of the night. yay! seneng sendiri hahaha. So many things happened in the past 7 days.. But one thing that I wanna keep forever is the one that happened on Wednesday. It was on our weekly Menara Doa. Two things that keep me coming to Menara Doa is the realization that I will meet : 2. Dede Pardede HAHAHAHAHAH Siapakah Dede Pardede? Buka aja Instagram gw isinya foto dia semua hahaha. Kalo emaknya minta royalti sih gw gulung tikar naik getek balik Indo deh lol. Don't ask me why I love dede so much but I just do. Kemarin pas FA Core Kenny bilang kalo God asked her to observe how Ko

This past week was not an easy one. But God is good all the times. As shared by Bu Dokter from Isaiah 55 8  The  Lord  says, “My thoughts are not like yours.      Your ways are not like mine. 9  Just as the heavens are higher than the earth,      so my ways are higher than your ways,      and my thoughts are higher than your thoughts. 10  “Rain and snow fall from the sky      and don’t return until they have watered the ground. Then the ground causes the plants to sprout and grow,      and they produce seeds for the farmer and food for people to eat. What we always wanted is to live in a safe place where there is no hurt or grief or sadness. But the fact is, while we're still living in this fallen world, rain and snow (or whatever kind of storm you're in) God allows them to happen for a purpose. After all.. God's thoughts are always, ALWAYS, higher than ours. And He always, ALWAYS makes everything work for the good of people that loves Him. W