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Day 6 and 7

Yellow!
Awesome weekend!

Yesterday I have prepared myself for a loonngg day ahead.
There's an additional practice after TLG, so I knew I couldn't join The Royals for dinner.

So.

It was during the pre-service prayer.
As usual, we sing one or two songs, and truth be told, it was.. usual.
But then Ko Re prayed and it was exactly as I wrote on 'Day 2'.
That most of the times, our limited expectations on His works really put ourselves on limit, so that we couldn't enjoy our time with Him.
Because we're expecting THIS or THAT to happen.
Like some kind of sign that He is around is we need to 'feel' something.
But He IS present.
And all we need to do is just appreciate and give thanks for His presence.
No matter what we feel or see.

Well, terus gw cuman simply doa
'God, I appreciate Your presence here.
Beyond all my feelings and expectations, You are as amazing as always'

Then. JEBRET!
Gw ga bisa describe deh.
Tapi keran air gw bocor dong.
Kaya waduk jebol gitu langsung berbanjiran ga pake lama.
Ga sampe situ aja.
He put a song in my heart. Which is very rare.
Bukan very rare aja sih. Tapi ini the first time lol.
Ya mungkin banyak yang mikir kalo musicians itu harusnya gampang banget kalo mau 'flowing' aja gitu. Bisa bermunculan byk lagu.
Au contraire, My Friend.
Gw tu paling ga bisa initiate doa or nyanyi.
Bukan aja karena gw malu, tapi emang karena I don't have any song in mind. Like.. Krik.Krik.Krik. Blank.

But still, He put this song




..and this part hit me like an avalanche

There is no greater love than Yours
Nothing else could ever compare
And even if I searched all the world
I would never find a love like Yours

JEBRET!
Dan tambah bocorlah keran gw.
Biasanya gw itu self conscious sama sekitar. Takut lebay apa gimana ._. 
But seriously, this time, gw really really really didn't give a care.
Bengkak mata, so be it IDC. LOL.
He's too beautiful, I can't contained it.

Ehehehe. Awesome God.


Then today, gw jalan2 sama anak2 seperti biasa.
Ada tambahan geng ngafe nih ;)
Really really enjoy the ngafe moments.
Soalnya it's not about the food (ya food ngaruh lah kalo laper).
But more on the fellowship where we can comfortably share stuff or just simply sit and enjoy ourselves knowing that we're with good company.

I also learned today that He uses the most unlikely situation, like a crave for ramen, and turned it into a superdeep sharing sessions. LOL.


Simply put, it was an awesome weekend where I was recharged inside out.
And super looking forward for whatever He has in store for me next week.


Nighty night, Blessed Peeps.
Much love!

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