it's not a diary. it's a JOURNAL

YELLOW EVERYONE! FEAR NOT! Ini bukan curhat hahaha! Just a quick one because it's 1 hour to long weekend WOHOO! picking up my mom soon! Earlier today, during my morning devo, I arrived at John 21, the passage is about that one time where Peter and the some other dudes went fishing and unfortunately, despite the fact that this was their area of expertise, toiled all night and caught nothing. T'hat's when the resurrected Jesus told the disciples to throw in their net to the 'right side' (pun intended. but seriously tho). Ok I'll copy paste some verses from John 21 NKJV version. WHY NKJV? Because I love how the passage was called: BREAKFAST BY THE SEA. One time I was on Great Ocean Road trip and the tour's first stop was somewhere nearby a big lake (almost like a sea for a noob like me wkwkw) and they prepared some hot drinks and sandwiches and it was one breakfast to be remembered forever. The cold wind combined by the beautiful scenery

You're a good good Father It's who You are, it's who You are, it's who You are And I'm loved by You It's who I am, it's who I am, it's who I am. ALL TIME FAVORITE SONG. Especially for such season. OK BEWARE CURCOL. I know, I know the fire furnace might not get me burned, but it is still HOT nonetheless.. The reason why I write everything down here is that so one day, when a new season comes, I'll be able to look back and told everyone, "SEE. God never disappoints! When He makes a promise, it is as good as DONE." and then I'll be able to tell my future-self, "Ke, just do it (whatever it is)". Hahaha. Here goes. Yesterday while waiting for the COOL (ok lah I should get use to this instead of FA), I met the peeps who's going for prayer tower. And one of them told me, "Ke, kalo udah ketemu temen baru, jangan lupain temen lama." WAH BRO WAH BRO. Ok English. I wanna tell him that I MISS YOU GUYS EVE

There's no shadow You won't light up Mountain You won't climb up Coming after me There's no wall You won't kick down Lie You won't tear down Coming after me Reckless Love - Cory Ashbury Wow. The depth of ones' heart. When I thought I've known everything about myself, God 'digs out' a little bit more and reveal to me that there is this thing I have feared, but remain hidden deep deep inside. Until today, of course. The fear of being taken for granted. " fail to properly appreciate (someone or something), especially as a result of over familiarity." So I Googled it and the above appeared. It's been hovering for a while but I manage to swat the fear away like one annoying mosquito hahah. But today, God opened up what's the root of everything. Yesterday I've shared in TLG (yes. OMG. But that's another story) that intimacy with God (or in any kind of relationship at all) requi