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Day 3

Yellow peeps!

Today was a busy yet fruitful day.
Spent a few hours after office, looking for a perfect give for FA friend.
Tricky. Hmm.

Ok shoot. Super sleepy and might snore anytime soon.
So here we go.

A friend of mine just went under a great trial of his life.
A few days ago his father went hospitalized and it's really a matter of life and death.
Gw ga tau how does it feel karena honestly gw belom pernah ngalamin hal serupa.
Tapi gw tau rasanya di posisi ga bisa apa2 dan the only thing we could do maximally is surrendering my beloved one to the Lord.
When he shared, gw bener2 ngeliat gimana God never let go nor forsaken His child.
Gimana Yesus bener2 jadi sumber harapan buat temen gw dan keluarga, knowing that whatever happen, God is always good all the time.
I was reminded gimana dalam kelemahan kita yang paling selemah2nya itulah, kuasa Tuhan supernyata.
Mungkin karena waktu kita the weakest, we stop trying to limit God and His capability,
Gimana His power overcome the natural realm of human being and make everything supernatural.
Supernatural peaceful, supernatural healing, supernatural experience which really take one's faith to a whole new level of 'trusting God'.

Then I stumble upon this verse

In all this you greatly rejoice,though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials. These have come so that the proven genuineness of your faith—of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire—may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed.
(1 Peter 1)

Liat aja itu batu bara. Kalo dia ga bisa endure the pressure, selamanya dia bakal item gosong dan cuman berharga $60 for 1 ton (kata Google).
But thanks to all the pressure, that coal bisa dijual di Cartier seharga beberapa puluh ribu dolar saja LOL dan denger2 sih women best friend yah ehem.

Yah, I really really hope that at the end of my life, Jesus found my faith worthy of diamond (ga tau berapa carat, pokoknya diamond dulu dah).
And that through every trial, I could experience the same supernatural peace that is beyond comprehension, the same supernatural peace that comes in knowing that His love and mercy endures forever.



Nite nite, Love :)
Shine bright like a diamond


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