it's not a diary. it's a JOURNAL

Yellow hello!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS AWESOME PEOPLEE!! Blogging from my very own bedroom with si bandel Mupin sleeping right beside me. What more could I ask, really. Hahahhaa. I have lots of stories from our short-getaway. Epic moments. But I'll tell you later. Now I just want to bask in the glory of Jesus' amazing love. This is the kind of feeling that I just want to bottle up forever. And never let go. Okeh sebelum cerita, below is one song that has blessed me a lot (tears and all).  Enjoy ;) Okeh. Here goes. I have blogged a lot about this friend of mine. We've met in uni. (OMG it's been 7 years......) Have been praying for him for quite some times. (2 yrs? 3 yrs? ga inget.) Mulainya gw itu ga ngerti, kenapa gw musti temenan ama ini bocah. Gw ga bermaksud over-analyze stuff here, tp as I grew deeper in love with Christ, I found it harder and harder to talk to him. Gausah ngomongin curhat girly2 deh. Ngomongin hal biasa aja bisa jadi

Tadi siang, seorang temen (sebut saja Budi) tau2 Line gw. It's a screen-shot of another friend's post in Path (sebut saja Mawar). Kata si Budi, "Mawar sudah tak sama lagi Kez." Ya intinya, si Mawar (rada malesin pake kode2, tp yaudah lah ya bear with me) ini adalah temen deketketket gw banget. Kalo dari segi karakter, dia itu bawang putih dan gw adalah onggokan bawang merah. Bukannya gw suka menyiksa yeh. Lebih kaya.. Dia itu tipikal menantu idaman dah. Yang bisa bikin mertua happy, suami betah di rumah, rajin berdoa, soleha, santun, sopan, rajin menabung, dll dll. Nah ya gw macam yang kebalikannya dia dah : aga2 seperti lelaki (ga takut kecoak, serangga, dll), bisa ganti bohlam sendiri, volume suara agak besar (apalagi kalo ketawa), dll yang mungkin bisa bkin mertua urut dada wkwkwkwkwkwk. Yah singkat cerita, gw ngobrol sm si Budi and I got it. People change. Pertanyaannya : ke arah MANA kamu berubah. Honestly, gw sedih dan gw merasa