it's not a diary. it's a JOURNAL

Can't believe February passed THAT fast. Writing with eyes half closed. Too tired to even moved my lazy butt lol. This week was a super packed one. Just a short recap on the month that was just passed : February. People say it is the month of love. Well, I say, IT IS! LOL. So much love showered this last 28 days. So many doors opened! A newly expecting friend. A miraculous job and pass for another. New possibilities ;) So much love from people around me. So much love FOR people around me. And the realization that not only opening doors, He is able to close doors that weren't meant to be opened in the first place. Like. Sometimes things go south, for the better. Lots of things I'd like to share. But then, too many details, too little time. (Craving for some sleep) Maybe some other time then. But let me emphasized once again. FEBRUARY WAS AWESOME. Then again. Everything is awesome when you have an AWESOME GOD.

Quick post! Last week I was rummaging Megashare.info lol. And found this newly uploaded movie 'Grace Unplugged'. Here's one of my favorite soundtrack http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xnq3oO3mbTg I know a good movie when I saw one. But then I really could not relate to myself. I'm not a girl with a golden voice whose trying to make a fame in the world. But then I got it. Most of time, we're chasing after things in our life that we think is worthy of our time and effort. But then, when we're there then we see that the pot of gold in the end of the rainbow, is not gold after all. Time is at hand. Life is short. Can we 100% be sure that tomorrow's still there for us? If you know that tomorrows never come, would you waste your precious time to chase after things that satisfy you for like, 5 mins tops? Just sayin. Gotta go! Lovelove!

Yes. So. Just something that I've learned (voluntarily or non-voluntarily LOL) in the past year. It's Valentine's Day. So yeah. I'm about to (cliche-ly) talking about L.O.V.E. If you're wondering why I keep repeating on the same topic, well, read on. 4 THINGS THAT I HAVE LEARNED ABOUT (PERFECT) LOVE 1. Love is freely given Have you ever heard of this   "The best  things  in life are  free ; the second best are expensive." -Coco Chanel. Well. Take 'air' for example. We need it 24/7. And luckily, it is free for us to take. Breathe in, breathe out, as much as you'd like. I can't imagine if they charge $0.01 per inhale. There goes the whole month salary lol. So does Love. It is given to us, freely. There were times when I wonder : if God so love the world, how come too many people in this world are bitter and hardened and don't feel loved at all!  I once was one of this

TGIF! And it's not just an ordinary Friday. It's VALENTINE'S DAY! And Ko Raimond's birthday as well. LOL. Shout out for my dearest mentor : great weather of Bali and the awesome-est birthday ever! (Mungkin nanti anak pertamanya bernama Ketut?) Okay. Talking about babies. I was walking back from Thursday band practice. Earpiece plugged-in, random song on the playlist. I felt really contented and superhappy, walking on the sidewalk alone. It might sounds weird, but walking back alone at night, is one of my favorite moment. LOL. Felt perfectly safe and relax and it's like the time stops and I can think about many things that I might not have time to think about during the busy day time. Today, during my night walk, I was thinking that there are lots of great news I heard lately. And 2 of them are baby related. The first thing is when my boss 'curcol' that his attempt on 'going for the 3rd' has been accomplished. LO

Yellow! It's 2 o'clock AM. LOL. Just arrived home from watching movie with beloved The Royals. It's been one busy week. And my sister is here! Yay! Anyway. Today something super awesome happened during TLG. The first song was this  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6oC59Wle2mI There's always a first time for everything. And this was my first time. Hard to explain in words. But the presence of God was super strong. To the extend that I couldn't even sing. I only cried, and cried. And not the cute teary eyes some more. LOL. My hands were shaking. My knees felt like jellies or something. LOL. I tried to stand still, but I couldn't. I tried to compose myself. Failed. Big time. So I just kneel right there and then. Wet face. Red, runny nose. Trembling like a leaf. If you ask me, what I had in mind or what did I feel? Did I regret about something? Did I cry over something? Anything at all. Well. To be honest. I didn'