it's not a diary. it's a JOURNAL

Dear Nana, How long has it been? Two months? I'm not good with dates. Lol. I miss your bits and pieces. Like when I see something funny on my way to the office, I feel like nudging you because sometimes you see, but you don't really 'see' it. Or when we go for lunch on Moh. Sultan and I only can choose between bakut or that pig leg *sigh Or when I'm thinking of buying the salted sotong but of course it's too big a portion for one. And nobody seems to pick out all veggies and raisins ask me to eat the 'waste' lol I miss your 'quirkiness' which comes from your lack or perceptiveness towards your surroundings. I miss telling you my stories. The happy ones, the funny ones, the sad ones, the unimportant ones. I miss you when I'm on the long trip by 51 every Friday. Even more when I'm on my way home by taxi. Because I cannot share the fare!! Lol. I even miss your 'morning sneezes' lol. And please noted tha

Yes, today I'd like to share a bit of my opinion on this one word that most people dislikes. "Goodbye" On my way to the Church today, I was informed that my poodle has just passed away. Well, she's been around 13 years anyway. A long, healthy life, for a dog. She watched me going to school and back since I was in elementary. Goodbye Ciki. Thanks for letting us hug you whenever we want. You'll be missed, little one. I also notice that these days, I keep seeing people going back for good. Some went back to their hometown, others going abroad someplace else. Some pursuing further studies, others looking for a job, or a better one. Well, I imagine many other reasons. You might be going because you decided it is for a greater good, like chasing your dream of a better future, better education, better environment, better chance to be with your loved one/s. You might be forced to go. Maybe by your parents, by the situation that cannot be

I was on my way home, thinking of.. Stuff :P I was a bit in a confusion, so I WhatsApp this one friend, and suddenly she's mentioning about chemistry. LOL. Long time never heard this term. I mean, not the Chemistry you learn on high school, mixing color liquids and atoms and all that things. This one happens between people which are not necessarily from two opposite genders. I'm really sure that you feel this 'chemistry' thingy before. Some experience it more that once. Some others could be more than a dozen times. Let say, you meet someone and after 5 minutes of talking, you find yourself telling stories you never tell anyone else. Or when you realize that you two have lots of things in common. Like hobbies, educational background, hometown, habits, or even trivial things like favorite brand of clothing, favorite movies, actors/actress you like best. Out of curiosity, I Googled it. Apparently, some people feel this 'chemistry' instantly.