it's not a diary. it's a JOURNAL

I. AM. borreeedddd! I never been this bored before, I swear! I'm tired of study. I don't have any good movie I haven't watched. I played my piano like hundred songs. I don't feel like reading. My point is, I don't know what to do. So I decided to upload some pics from my phones. Well, when I say random, I mean it. BEWARE! Of the randomness. HAHAHA. Okay, not funny. ___________________________________________________________ My Family Mom, Me, Dad I lovelovelove them! My best friend -slash- sister, Febe :) Can you tell that I was 4 years older than her? Taken when I was... 5? Any resemblance with the grown-up me now? LOL My baby sister! So cute and chubby! ...and now she's all grown up already. Time flies.. Have I told you, that I LOVE my sister so much? Above all, I really really miss them all :( __________________________________________ My Friends :) This is my beloved housemates/bestfriends. Well, when you're far away from home, your friend IS your family

Take out of your wasted honor Every little past frustration Take all your so-called problems, Better put them in quotations Say what you need to say [x8] Walking like a one man army Fighting with the shadows in your head Living up the same old moment Knowing you'd be better off instead, If you could only . . . Say what you need to say [x8] Have no fear for giving in Have no fear for giving over You'd better know that in the end Its better to say too much Than to never to say what you need to say again Even if your hands are shaking And your faith is broken Even as the eyes are closing Do it with a heart wide open ____________________________ I've been contemplating this song for quite some times. Once, I thought that dearest John Mayer here was so right. That this life is unpredictable. You'd never know what would happen tomorrow. Life is short. Too short. You wouldn't know where the end is. And due to the undeniable fact above, we should not miss opportunities out.

Back to Singapore already. Holiday's overrrrr. This time means no more slacking. I hope. LOL It's 3.39am. There were 2 things happening today. Both got me confused and somewhat questioning the whole 'destiny' thing. Let me get this clear, it's not about the consolidation hamper I haven't touch a bit but shld have been submitted in 2 days. Nor about the test that's coming up on the same day. I'm sure you got something better to do than hearing me grumbling about this particular lecturer, since I know MANY did already. LOL Cut to the story. The first one is about the.. same person I blog previously. The one I waved goodbye? Well.. I know he said 'keep in touch' but I thought it would be some kind of 'a-friendly-but-rarely' chat. So I was a bit taken aback when he sent instant messages. It's not like I wasn't happy about it. I was. I am. But I was also confused. I thought that day he left was the end, you know. And now.. I don't