it's not a diary. it's a JOURNAL

Ok. I can't believe my last post was more than 6 mths ago............ Hahahaha. A quick review on what I've written in June 2016, ci Becky told me her dream : me and bibits (with S because it's plural lol). Since then, too many things going on. Not only to me personally.. But people around me. To my loved ones. To TLG. A week or two after the last post, God asked me to step out of my comfort zone. He asked me to let go of the things I held very dear to my heart. He asked me to step out of The Royals. (Step OUT. Not step down.) It's so unexpected. So sudden. So controversial. So.. God. His voice was so clear, I couldn't pretend not to hear Him.. I never even tried to question WHY because I was too overwhelmed by His request. Haha. Knowing what He wanted for me doesn't make it any easier to say YES to Him. I wrestled. A lot. This is my family. The family that has accepted me for who I was.. Where I've learned that Jesus is real and that He heals