One Day

Blogging from the top bunk of my bed.

Actually never planned to write anything but I just can't help it.

One question that keeps popping out on my mind these days :

What is it with my brain that does the exact opposite of my command?

For example, I told my brain to stop remember.

But what it does is just flooding itself with lots and lots of stuff that used to be so trivial, no emotion involved, yet now become a story that so significant it won't go away and even have a soundtrack of itself. Lol.

See, now I'm empathising some friends whom I teased from time to time to be overly 'emo' or 'clingy'. Even to the point of ridiculously 'sad'.

Well I've been judging and now I'm walking in their shoes.  Lol.

I know. I know it's part of the process.

And to be processed means going through tough times, leaving your safe place, rough patches.

I used to answer 'A Walk to Remember' when ppl ask me my favorite movie.

But then came 'One Day' and I can't help falling in love with it.

You know why?

Well. Because. Lol.

Because I can relate.

You know I'm not the kind that easily pouring my eyes out every time a heroine dies on a scene.

But I can't help it with Emma.

I even remember the scene when she stood on an alley after her miserably failing dinner with Dex.

When she cries, I cry.

Well actually I wanna hug her and say 'I feel you, Em!'

So.. Yeah. I feel you, Emma Morley.

But I'm not giving in to such sad ending.

I will just trust myself to the Great Creator Himself, to write the story of my life :)

Well. I'm starting to see how therapeutic writing is.

If I can put a soundtrack for my thoughts,  it'll be something like :

I start this posting with Paramore's The Only Exception and ending it with Hillsong Hillsong United's I Surrender.

Lol.

Thank you, Lord, for even in my darkest hours, I know that Your love keep me safe and sound.

1AM. Monday.

Must sleep.

Night awesome people.

You are blessed.