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The Big White Horse

This is the last day of my Christmas holiday :( sad sad.
Tonight got a 9.20pm flight to catch.
It should be on 8 something, but delayed, as usual -_-

Okay so I just want to share something.
Once upon a time I've fell in love with this song.
And given the.. circumstances I've mentioned in previous posting,
I kinda relate myself to it.
I found out that my recently fave song is usually the one that reflects what I feel at that time.
And this one is DEFINITELY 'appropriate' LOL
(Tend to LOL when everything seems so serious. Dunno why myself. LOL. okay. stop it)

Anyway, this is the video. I'm sure most girls (and some boys) have heard it.





And let me high-light the lyrics for you ;)

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Say you're sorry, that face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you

Holding on, the days drag on
Stupid girl, I should have known
I should have known

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive, got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings, now I know

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now

And its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now
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It's amazing how Taylor Swift could express many girls deepest feeling.
See, even the toughest one dreams of happy ending.
At least I do.
It's just.. I'm not closing the chapter with you. LOL


"Sometimes, love is like fire.
Either you let go.
Or keep hanging on.. and get burned"


Oh, I've been burned alright.
But it keeps me going.
What doesn't kill me will make me stronger, right? ;)

Oh, oh, wanna know what else got burned here?
It's the bridge between you and me. ROFL
So long... Sucker.
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