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Curhat #2 (Mendadak Singer)

"Kok kamu bisa tiba2 jadi singer?"


At least there were 5 people came to me with that question ahhahahaha.

Seriously.
If you're amazed, apalagi gw!

Ceritanya hari ini gw harusnya pelayanan keyboard di BIS.
Shilton maen filler. Jarang2 deh kita bisa pelayanan pake filler.. keyboardist aja cuman 2 gituhh.
Then this afternoon when I was just arrived, there's only ONE keyboard.
Apparently there's no filler for the previous service.
Eh tiba2 gw ngomong "Apa gw singer aja" HAHAHA.
Sebenernya gw becanda sih.. Cuman taunya ciciks WL bilang "There's one extra mic here loh"
Wihh! Gw lgs excited mennn. Kaya dari dulu gw pngen jadi singer HAHA!
Seriusan ini.
Udah dari taun2 lalu pengen ikut audisi singer cuman yah.. Ntar anak2 bebek terlantar krn emaknya kesibukan kemana2 kan gw tanggung jawabnya sama Big Boss juga hahaha.

But I guess God hears even the tiniest whisper of your heart...

Singkat cerita. Begitulah jadinya tadi gw mendadak singer.

And I was reminded that it is a privilege, a GREAT HONOR to be able to serve Him.
Whether it is on stage, or behind a keyboard, or bahkan cuman duduk bersila on the floor, it is a privilege to be able to just open my mouth and sing Him praise for all the beautiful wonders He has done in my life. 
Kaya yang dimention bahan FA Jumat kemarin.. "It's not the form. It's the substance."

God is never pleased by a mere performance. He does not need the glitz and glam.

He only wants your heart!

Once you give your heart COMPLETELY to Him, the rest will follow.
You'd definitely give Him your best when you're totally in love with Him : your time, your work, your rest, the best part of your days, basically EVERYTHING you do will be for Him!
I find that when I make Him my first priority in life, everything else will fall into place.

I was reminded of His unending unshakable love for me.
He really really cares!
Even the most simple thing  "Apa sih yang ga akan Gw kasih buat lu, Kez?"
One less keyboard and one extra mic later, there I was.
It's just God being God. Always unpredictably awesome in the most wonderful kind of way.
There's nothing impossible for Him!

So here I am.
Still in the process, still in the waiting.
But one more 'ammunition' added for my journey.
Like a friend's sharing on yesterday's offering sermon : let's celebrate small victory!
I'm holding on to His promises and while on my way there, I'll dance in celebration of His goodness.


Here's another lullaby for you!







I've heard a thousand stories of what they think you're like

but I've heard the tender whisper of love in the dead of night 
You tell me that you're pleased and that I'm never alone



You're a Good, Good Father
It's who you are, It's who you are, It's who you are 
and I'm loved by you
It's who I am, It's who I am, It's who I am



I've seen many searching for answers far and wide
But I know we're all searching for answers only you provide
Because you know just what we need before we say a word



Love so undeniable I can hardly speak
Peace so unexplainable I can hardly think
As you call me deeper still
as you call me deeper still
as you call me deeper still
into love love love



You are perfect in all of your ways
You are perfect in all of your ways
You are perfect in all of your ways to us




Have a good good good night!
You are loved :)



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