it's not a diary. it's a JOURNAL

In the short 21 years of my life, I always fascinated with the fairytale of Rapunzel and her legendary long-long-long-long (okay you got the point) hair. Like most of my childhood memories, it is kinda vague, what makes me like it more than Sleeping Beauty, Cinderella, and the rest of pretty (Disney) princesses. Maybe it has to do with long hair. I always want a gleaming long blonde hair. Of course due to the fact that I was born ASIAN, the blonde part would be somehow artificially made. Besides, I don't wanna considered stupid or empty headed, you know, with all the fake blonde look. No offense for all the natural (or unnatural) blondes here. LOL Ok back to Rapunzel. I prefer the Disney's Tangled version to the girly girly pink Barbie version because somehow I pictured her (Rapunzel) as: 1. TOUGH She should be tough, see, 18 years held captive in a tower with nobody to talk to other than a frequently visiting witch, and herself, yet she doesn't turn NUTS. Even Di...

Aaaaa it's been sooo long I haven't written something, anything, here.. LOL I'm too busy with my life in Jakarta.. No kidding. Okay, the main reason I never went online is because there's no wiFi for my laptop. And the only internet connection is in my library, which is too far from anybody else. So I'm going online with my bb only. (Now I see why it's so damn popular in Indonesia. The bb I mean) Anyway, now I'm sitting in my office. No, I'm not quitting my study, I'm here doing internship. And this is my first time going online with the company's computer. LOL I cannot open Facebooks, or Youtube, or any other fun stuff =_= I'm counting down the remaining day. It's on August 13th. So, here I am.. Blogging. Sorry for no updates in such long time :)

God taught me.. The hard way. Lol He made me see things I didn't OR may be REFUSED to see all this time.. Hmmmm.. I can smell it in the air.. The beginning of something new :)

Still the same dream about you and me. It's like I was watching us from afar, odd. Old movie liked, the pictures blurred here and there. But then I touched the screen, and I could talk to you. I could TALK to you! Say, I've been missing you a lot. Though I hate to admit it. This was the part when I knew I was dreaming. When I touched your face in tears and whisper.. "So sorry. In the end we're going to miss out on each other anyway.." You understood. And that's all I could say to you because then my time's over. I stared at the pictures once more. I saw you held me in your arms. You knew the truth all along.. Did you? Still you say, forever.

I was bored to the bone =_= It's only been 3 days since I've been here. Home. Jakarta, Indonesia. Metropolitan, cosmopolitan city. Blargh. Who am I kidding.. I admit I got a bit cranky these days. I haven't been accustomed to the slower motion of people here. Kinda miss quick paces in Singapore where everything and everyone seems move toward wherever they are going quickly. Okay so now I'm in my mom's office (Indonesian Stock Exchange Building, right opposite Pasific Place Mall) To cut the story short, I've been staring at my bb helplessly. Wtf, I was in 30th story here AND I got no signal?? (see, cranky. LOL) Didn't know what else to do, I plugged my bb to the laptop. Surprised by how many pictures of FOOD I've taken in 2 short months. These are foods I frequently eaten at Singapore. _____________________________________________________ Main Course I love ramen. I lovelovelovelove just love ramen. LOL Tampopo Ramen at 313 on Somerset ( Original Kyushu R...

Yesterday, Elsa, Kelyn, Nana, Stanley, Edwin and I went to Pulau Ubin. At first I was kinda reluctant to go there since I already went there with my cell group mates about a week ago. The stiffness from my overexercised muscles has barely disappeared. On top of that, many of my friends couldn't make it. Either they had another plan, or had gotten home to Indonesia. LOL But then I think, why the hell NOT. I'm going home in less than one week anyway. Why don't give ourselves a good trip to remember before :) So I agreed to be waken up early (can hear birds twittering) at 6am. ______________________________________________ After making ourselves sandwiches and bread with Nutella, we took MRT from Clementi to Pasir Ris (such a looong way to go). Then we continued by bus to Changi pier. There were thick clouds and even drizzle when we're waiting for the bus. I prayed all the way for the weather gotten better for us later. We arrived safely at the pier, and it's not crowd...

Just found this song on YouTube last night. My house mates and I were sick of studying so we started talking about old songs. This one was from my early junior high period. I remember a boy I liked gave me compilation of his favorite song (some gift, huh? kids.. LOL) Anyway, back then I love LOVE this song so much, though I didn't understand one single word of the lyrics. Then I realize, HEY, somehow I still like this song :) Enjoy. I Googled the translation and found one.. (Though I think they made it sound cheesy LOL) _____________________________________________________ The first time, I saw your smile like you were an angel that came from the sky You took away all my long depressions You were kind, my shining star, my full moon that has been my guiding light. But why did you make my heart sadden? You made me hurt, covered me in tears left me in the dark, with no way out~ But I loved you more, so very much more And now you are out of my arms I still love you, And I miss you So p...