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Could It Be Love?

Long timeeee no blog!
Busy with stuffs going on. So many things happened lately.
Well, I should be thankful since most of them are GOOD :P
Anywayyyyyyy.. Still in a bit of festive haze, lazy day at the office, just packed my stuff for weekend in Jakarta.
And as usual, I was inspired by a song.
It's always a song that triggers my mood to write something here. Hmmm.. It's not a new song, really. Just something I tumbled upon while YouTube-ing at night.
It's quite rare, but well.. I'm in love with this non-western song. LOL.


A free translation for the verse :

You came and my heart beats superfast
You make me feel like flying away (errr)
Never thought that this would happened when I first saw you

I couldn't take my eyes off of you
Noticing every little things that you do
Laughing out loud on your silly jokes
When I first saw you

Chorus :
Could it be love, could be love (Repeat Idontknowhowmanytimes)
Could it be something I never have?

Well, I say it's a FREE translation. HAHAHA

So.. It happened that it's almost valentine also *shyyshyy* hahahhahhaha

And no, I'm not in love. I assure you, I'm not. Really. Hahahahahhahahahaah.

No. Seriously. I'm not.
You know I'm the kind of person that when I say black, means 100% black.
Not a 50-shades-of-grey kind. LOL.

In my almost-24-years-of life, I've seen lots of tragedy (err..) happened in the name of love.
Bad decisions, selfish, impulsive ones, happened in the name of love.
I've seen people cries, hates, kills.
They cheat, they hurt, not only themselves, but their families, kids, friends.
All in the name of love (or in the non-existence of love itself).
Some I've seen in movies (LOL) but not a few were a real-life ones.
Well, what? Don't say you never fall in or out of love?
It's like.. You never live, do you?

But still, I say.. Love is the reason I am breathing
Out of love of my parents, I was born.
Out of love of Daddy J, I was saved.
Out of love of my friends, I was not alone in SG during last CNY *highfiveTheRoyals*
Out of love of myself, I wash my hair every morning.. Okay that was out of context.

What I'm trying to say (and always fail miserably before) is that..
Even if the world today tells you that "there is no point in loving people around you because they only can hurt you back" and "better to put yourself first because well, nobody can love you more than yourself" and "there is no love without a selfish reason behind".. Guess what? You are WRONG.

Because there is one Love that never fail. Surpassing your understanding because even when you're still in your mother's womb, you are Loved. Opposing the causality theory because this Love was the cause, and not the effect of your behavior.

Last but not least.
Let my say something.
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAYYYYYY!!!!
I LOVE YOU.


AND YOU.
AND YOU.
AND YOU.
AND YOU.

(and so on and so forth :P)

Have a great time with your beloved, guys!




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