it's not a diary. it's a JOURNAL

Helloh! Ini harusnya gw udah tidur....... It's been a quite busy month (understatement detected). We're preparing for Youth Revival Night this coming Saturday. Feels like yesterday waktu Ko Remon ajakin makan Tim Howan yg ternyata adalah jebakan Batman. Ha ha ha. Ga lah. I believe He's moving and it's an honor, a privilege to be able to take part in this movement, where He touches and changes lives. People said "with great power, comes great responsibility". But I guess with God, it's the other way around. With great responsibility (that's given by Him), comes great power (an abundance in provision. Whatever you need, He provides). Gitu deh panjang kalo gw mau share sih macem2. Mulai dari si Febe yang dibaptis. LIKE FINALLEH. Ntar kita crita2 kapan ya. The highlight was when Febe just stepped out from the water. She hugged me. (I've bathed and dandan and catokan already. But then.. When your newly baptized sister hugged you, what els...

Yellow hellow semua! Udah berapa taon ini blog ga disentuh, berdebu men hahah. Life's good, life's good. Kebanyakan update sampe ga tau mau mulai dari mana nih. Mungkin gw langsung to the point aja biar cepet yak. Belakangan ini gw lagi dijodo2in sama anak2. But then again, what's new? Bahaha. Kayanya ini anak2 haus kasih sayang seorg ayah apa gw yg kaya haus.. eh well. Hopefully not the latter hmm. Last Saturday, abis nongkrong2 sebentar (not really sebentar I guess), gw sempet ngobrol2 sama seorang anak. Sebut saja R, Sebelumnya, ada yg nyeletuk 'Ah tapi si Kekez sih kayanya siap selibat ya'. Trus si R ga ngerti apa itu selibat. Menurut abang Wikipedia : Celibacy  (from  Latin ,  cælibatus" ) is the state of voluntarily being unmarried,  sexually abstinent , or both, usually for religious reasons. [1] [2] [3] [4]  It is often in association with the role of a religious official or devotee. [1]  In its narrow sense, the ter...

"Mama sih gapapa kalo kamu ga nikah" EAA!! Kalo ini sinetron, pasti udah zoom in, lagu tambah dramatis, trus "...to be continued" Wkwkwk. Tapi ini bukan sinetron sih, ini gw lg berbincang2 sama mama n dede. Yep so last CNY hols I went back Jkt. Seneng banget cuti bentar tapi dapetnya almost one whole week! Yippee!  My dad insisted we're going Bandung. Dia pengen belanjain kita di FO gitu2. Ya gw sih enjoy aja lah yaa.. Meskipun yg banyakan belanja juga si Papa Mama. Gw ama si dede sempet ilang makan sosis sampe nambah aja mereka belom kelar. Ohwell. Now I know knp gw demen belanja. Hahahaha. I love the food. Obviously. I love waking up to Muffin barking minta naik ke ranjang gw. I love the impromptu ngemil tengah malem. And most of all, I love the curhat session. Of course di sini cuman gw sama mama and dede lah ya. Girls talk gitu deh. Mulai soal kuliah skripsi dkk (Febe), soal kerjaan, promosi, new responsibilities (gw) s...

Yellow hellow!! Long time never blog I don't even know where to start. January 2015 flies like Iron Man. So fast, right! And know it's February already. Valentine's Day in 14 days. I know some of you have prepared a surprise romantic dinner, or flower arrangement, or apa lah gitu yg berbau2 mushy mushy for their loved ones. But some others, the singles and jomblos, might hear Valentine's and *sigh* just another day. Or worse : galau and deep in despair #bukancurhat Ok lah, jadi menyambut hari Valentine, here I am writing about the big L. LOVE. What? I'm not always jomblo, you know. Gw jg pernah muda! (bukannya skrg uda tua jg si..) Just wanna share some stuff I've picked up along the way. WHY FALL IN LOVE? Ya, basically Tuhan bikin kita out of love. Even if your parents don't, He definitely DOES. Buat Tuhan, we are not an accident, not a mistake, not just a coincidence krn Dia iseng aja bkin orang2an. Nope. Therefore, the...

Yelllowww peeps! Been meaning to blog but, well, lots of things. TLG Movie :) And then BBC (Bible Camp, fyi). Actually I really really wanted to write every single detail of every experiences here. Tapi udah malem... and besok masih Jumat (yay TGIF yayayay!) Anyway, just wanna share something that I've strongly felt need to be documented hitam di atas putih. Halah. To cut the story short, my sister's received something we never even expected to nor praying for one : Bahasa Roh. Yep. Speak in tongue. Dan dia baru bilang malem2 pas kita udah di rumah balik abis BBC, when she actually have a whole day and night before to tell me WHY ONLY TELL ok la. I'm just super happy super excited super super.. I don't know. Just rendered speechless by how He does things beyond expectations. So she told me her stories. How on the second night where the presence of Holy Spirit throw us off balance and turned our soul inside out, she barely able to s...

YELLOW EVERYBODYYYY!! ...yes it's been ages hahahah. Went to Hillsong and saw a glimpse of Sydney :) Making new friends, or rather getting to know better of ppl I already knew haha. Well that's another story to tell :) I'll be posting some pics. Later. Because now it's my curcol time. Yes. Whatever haha. I've been thinking about this for a while. Once or times wanna blog about it. Well, now's the time I guess. OK SO. Have you ever love someone so much that you want to do anything in your power to save him? Have you ever love someone so much that even the thought of him sad, can bring sadness to yourself? Have you ever love someone so much that when you're happy you wanna share the rainbows with him? How if this person, the same person that you love so much, also the one that keep pushing you away. Pushing people's away. One that sees the worst in everything because that's how 'life' is for hi...

Tempted tempted tempted to just fall asleep without writing anything. But HEY here I am hahaha. Today went out to see Blended. It was SUPER entertaining. The whole theater roared in laughter from beginning to the end. But that's.. Just not enough reason to turn on my laptop. Today my devotional talks about 'THE PAST'. How people try to 'forget all that's behind' when actually what God want is to use all the mess that we've made and turned them into something beautiful : encouragement for others who's going to similar struggles. I stumbled across this 1 verse on my devotional. Well actually, 3 verses. 3-5  All praise to the God and Father of our Master, Jesus the Messiah! Father of all mercy! God of all healing counsel! He comes alongside us when we go through hard times, and before you know it, he brings us alongside someone else who is going through hard times so that we can be there for that person just as God was there for...