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Another Dream

Still the same dream about you and me.

It's like I was watching us from afar, odd.

Old movie liked, the pictures blurred here and there.
But then I touched the screen, and I could talk to you.

I could TALK to you!

Say, I've been missing you a lot. Though I hate to admit it.

This was the part when I knew I was dreaming.
When I touched your face in tears and whisper..
"So sorry. In the end we're going to miss out on each other anyway.."

You understood.

And that's all I could say to you because then my time's over.
I stared at the pictures once more.
I saw you held me in your arms.

You knew the truth all along..
Did you?

Still you say, forever.

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