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My Preciousss

Hi All,

Just wanna share a bit of my 'pondering' on my way home just now.
Hmm.. I think long journey can coax out the little philosophical in us. Hahah.

Anyway, out of the blue :  I was reminded, that I am precious.
Nooo.. I'm not being narcissistic or overly confident here.
(Maybe a bit. LOL)
I mean, I am precious.. In my Father's eyes.

I am stubborn. I easily assumes the worst and unnecessarily worried myself.
I sometimes put too much confidence on myself.
But in some other times, I could chicken-out on things I consider difficult.
I do not really care for people that meant nothing to me.
I am judgmental and over-critical. 
I am too expressive for my own good. My face shows everything I feel.
I have mood swings once in a while.
I shop too much.
I like to sleep a lot and often wake up very late.
I can be very lazy and sometimes my room is a pigsty. LOL.

But He who knows all my flaws, my imperfection,
my thoughts, my dreams, all the goods and bads of me,
He still loves me and never stop to love me no matter what.

And I would like to let you all be reminded, so are you.
You are ALL precious in His eyes.

So for all the girls out there, please bear in mind that YOU ARE INDEED PRECIOUS.
And you deserved to be treated as one.
Don't look for love in the wrong places.
He has lots and lots of love overflowing for you.

As for me, I will not settle for the second best as I won't be treated as one ;)
I will stand my ground.
I won't be moved by emotions or situations.
I know it won't be a walk in the park.
It's never easy to let go of something so dear to you.
However, as I know He who holds the world, also hold MY world, I will  put my trust in Him completely.














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