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“Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, Before you were born I set you apart; I appointed you as a prophet to the nations.” Jeremiah 1: 5 NIV “For you created my inmost being; You knit me together in my mother’s womb. My frame was not hidden from you When I was made in the secret place, When I was woven together in the depths of the earth.” Psalms 139:13,15 NIV The womb is where life begins.  Lately God has been reminding me of His secret place. I looked back and realized that 2020 is about God holding my hands and brought me back to His secret place, the womb where He’s shaping me. The place of hiddenness. It’s dark and lonely (well unless you have a twin HAHA). But it’s also the safest place where God can form the vital parts that will sustain my life outside of the womb. When God brought me back home, He positioned me in the safest place where there was no pressure of work, demand to socialize, and no responsibility to serve in any capacity, so that I can fully broken down ...

I'd rather slip Walking on water Than spend my life Wondering, "What if?" Lord, if it's You Tell me to come 'Cause You alone can tame the wildest wind At the beginning of the year, before the pandemic hits, somebody prophesied to me. She said, “You have this curious faith. God created you for adventures with Him.” But you know, adventure means new places, leaving your comfort zones behind. And the thing about a journey of faith is : it ALWAYS involves RISK. Banning Liebscher, director of Jesus Culture, wrote in his book “The Three Mile Walk”: “Too many believers are afraid to take risks because they think,  What if my dream does not happen? What if I step out and I pursue who God’s called me to be and do what He’s called me to do, but I fail in that?  We cannot let the fear of failure stop us from dreaming. If we do not dream, we disengage. Instead of leaning into God, we take a posture of pulling back from Him, which is not the direction we want to be moving. Bil...