it's not a diary. it's a JOURNAL

"Kok kamu bisa tiba2 jadi singer?" At least there were 5 people came to me with that question ahhahahaha. Seriously. If you're amazed, apalagi gw! Ceritanya hari ini gw harusnya pelayanan keyboard di BIS. Shilton maen filler. Jarang2 deh kita bisa pelayanan pake filler.. keyboardist aja cuman 2 gituhh. Then this afternoon when I was just arrived, there's only ONE keyboard. Apparently there's no filler for the previous service. Eh tiba2 gw ngomong "Apa gw singer aja" HAHAHA. Sebenernya gw becanda sih.. Cuman taunya ciciks WL bilang "There's one extra mic here loh" Wihh! Gw lgs excited mennn. Kaya dari dulu gw pngen jadi singer HAHA! Seriusan ini. Udah dari taun2 lalu pengen ikut audisi singer cuman yah.. Ntar anak2 bebek terlantar krn emaknya kesibukan kemana2 kan gw tanggung jawabnya sama Big Boss juga hahaha. But  I guess God hears even the tiniest whisper of your heart... Singkat cerita. Begitulah ...

Yellow hello :) I'm safely tucked under the duvet. But before I go to sleep, there's a thing or two I've gotta write. Yesterday was a different kind of Sunday. After an impromptu movie date with a friend, we split up and I went around this mall alone. I saw a dress (surprise, surprise) and I was reminded that I need (well, want hahaha) a new dress for Christmas dinner with the ladies. So off I tried it on and went "Well well.. Not bad. Not too shabby my friend. Hmmhmm. Should I?" Out of the blue, He spoke. "Do you think I can't give you something better than.. That." Jleb! Bulls-eye. I went out from the shop without carrying any shopping bag. ____________________________________________ Gila deh, udah sekitar 2 mingguan ini there's one thing that's been kept on repeat over and over again. "KEZIA. WAIT." But.. Wait for what, God? I don't have a clue. I mean, I know there's something big coming my way, ...

Yellow hello :) A few days ago, a friend of mine asked me these questions : "Ke, lu pernah galau ga sih? I mean kaya.. Mau for good balik Indo? Or galau pindah kerjaan? Galau pasangan hidup?" At that moment, I straight away said, "I did. Tapi sekarang udah ga galau lagi" Then she told me that it's been her yearly question : to stay, or not to stay. "Waktu liat temen skolah lu udah buka usaha di Indo. Or liat yang pada postingan foto bayi masing masing. Trus gw jadi bertanya-tanya. Gw balik Indo ga yah? Kalo balik, kapan?" I know exactly how she feels. I was there myself. I think I wrote a lot about this before. Intinya gw sih ditempatin di SG dan gw ga perlu galau balik Indo ya karena assurance gw adalah gw di SG. (Or at least for now. Lah ntar kan kalo merit mah nurut ahhaha). Galau pindah kerjaan? Pernah juga. Baru taun lalu bahkan haha. Tapi Tuhan bilang kan "Not yet" lewat jebakan batman Tim Ho Wan hahaha...